Sunday, May 22, 2005

Franklin Covey

This has been a rough weekend. I have been struggling with my anxiety from Friday night, even up until today. Jillian has been wonderful, supporting me, encouraging me to spend time with friends, to go out and practice ‘domesticity.’ We do enjoy that time together.

 

It is hard to describe the anxiety I experience. It makes me irritable, angry, sad, and helpless. I visited the Adoration Chapel yesterday and spent an our with the Blessed Sacrament, hoping for strength and asking for the courage to embrace this cross and to keep my heart and will open to the Spirit and unafraid to do what has to be done.

 

I almost feel as if I had come to a good place, and then the rug swept away from under my feet and I tumble endlessly downward. I hope I will find the bottom soon.

 
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